Darling, I worry about you so much. By my very nature I am always paranoid. When I leave the house I spend so much time making sure I have everything I need, that I didn't leave something on. I can never shake the feeling that I am forgetting something, and I need to check over and over again. With you, I constantly worry that you are dead, and that fear is much worse than all the tiny ones that already tear me apart. I worry that some kind of accident happened, or that something got to you and made you end it all, and I wasn't there to stop you. I want to check up on you constantly, just to make sure you are alright. When I imagine hearing that you have died, it hurts more than anything. Just thinking about it makes me physically sick. I love you more than anything.
credits
from Love Songs,
released December 19, 2015
Music and lyrics by Aurelia
Vocals by Kristen Ashton
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