Hello….shit….hello!

…Aw fuckit let’s just start this song
A bit about myself,
I do stained glass and stay svelte.
Feel nervous describing the things that I felt
But one thing I know for a fact,
When he held me I felt held.

So now I’m tryna muster some encouragement
Keep one eye on the nourishment
Digging foxholes with the rest
I flew over a rat’s nest and got impressed

Someday I’m gonna build a tall bike
And shave seven years off of my life
Never been one aiming for wife type
I smile wide and give high fives.

I want to make that car crash music
Take what I gave you, you know how to use it
Lets lay down a verse and see
Who gets to draw blood first.

In a moment of suspense
It just happens of mine
Let go off the stress,
Let me narrate the rest.
Intent in your eyes,
Against the stillness of mine,
Against the stillness of time,
This mess is divine
Your senses on fire
But mine are all heightened
I’m nervous and frightened
But more that delighted
At these portions of lust
That you rationed out.
I’m devout.

Nothing’s what it seems, we float along like it’s a dream
Nothing’s what it seems, we float along like it’s a dream
I fell for an abyss,
third story window you exist


Give me time to heal up
Time to grow up
This time I promise I will show up
Dressed to the nines
I can hear the violins
I can hear the silence
Head to toe, looking fine
The lines got crossed but you ignited a fire within
Tonight my ears ring
And my face hurts like a sting
As it all sinks in
We float along like it’s a dream
We float along like it’s a dream
It’s the way you pistol grip,
It’s the way you twist your lips
Now let’s lay down a verse
And see who gets to draw blood first.

Long anticipated,
Your grip is inescapable and mine is irresistable.
Secrets hid behind the cisp sheets,
Crisp bills and secret messages inscribed on eyelips
Silence, then a leap of faith
I dove forward face first
An awkward two seconds, quiet and tense
Let go of the pretense
No longer to we pray, pretend
I’m spent
Trudging through the snow on my way to meet you
Dressed in fox furs
Pretty poppy seeds swell
Pretty lips blister
I bow down to meet you
Call me mister,
It’s crystal clear…


…Its crystal clear agains the crystal chandeliers
Meet me in the lobby
Took an interest in it like a hobby
Studied the songs like it’s a science
But the street lights show
it’s all green light go
Our silhouettes against the priceless paintings
He kissed me and it felt like a fist
Third story window you exist
These rumours run rampant
I feel awkward stalking you
Batres les couers dans les salles obscures
These icesheets your eyes
Nothing. We said single mattress.
And whatever happens, happens.

I hid my everything inside my everything
In your arms I am polyurethane
Never been one to pick a fight
I’ll leave a note and dissapear into the night
Game changer, dream chaser
Phones off clothes off
Let me kiss your collarbones off
And now all the stories that we tell
Remain between you, me
And the st james hotel
Little left to say but I hope my lyrics spoke to you
Get a bigger taste of my vocal chord dystopia